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heads up

Posted on 2009.05.31 at 11:14
even though im not here that much anymore

i am here: http://inasahc.blogspot.com/

for all interested parties. :)

vamp ponytail

share of the day

Posted on 2009.05.03 at 18:28
i'm going to start writing soon again, i promise. it's all a matter of processing. in the meantime:





Rosario

i shoulda been famous by now

Posted on 2009.03.18 at 00:00
one of my many flaws is that i let fear limit my options. vastly limit my options.

for example. after talking over drinks with my boss and him telling me how over-saturated nonprofits are post-katrina. and after sending out my resume to an alum from my grad program and her telling me about how LA severely cut funding for the arts, education, and the humanities. like, in the first draft of the state budget, the louisiana endowment for the arts lost all of its state funding.

and today i realized that i had subconsciously ruled out NOLA as a post-grad option. or rather, started to look elsewhere.

which, you know, it's always good to have a fallback plan. staying in school with the economy so shitty now might be a good thing. and emory has a kick ass american studies phd program that i want to apply to eventually, regardless. but. the point is that i give up to easily. like, i really want to live in that fucking city for a time. and while i love home, while i love atlanta, im not ready to come back yet. i want something else. something new.

(like this. this is something/the kinda shit i would love to get involved in: The Neighborhood Story Project
and oh shit! the development coordinator went to my undergrad! hmm............contact maybe? hmm.......)


i dont fight hard enough for things sometimes.

partially because i am afriad that if i try i will fail. partially because i dont feel i am qualified for anything, really. partially because i am used to things coming to me relatively easily. not to say that im not a hard worker.

but i think i need to put myself on the line a bit more often. go out on a limb since that's where alla the fruit is.



lisa bonet glow

is the real thing

Posted on 2009.03.15 at 22:22
my life has been so ridiculously emotionally intense for the past..........erm, since late january that i couldn't even bring myself to write about it. i mean. shards of glass and death. but (i think) things are getting better. at the very least i am at home, on spring break, with plans of getting a little bit more sleep than i have been. still have oodles of work to do, as always. but you know. one day at a time. one day at a time.

erykah headphones

and another one

Posted on 2009.02.04 at 23:39
Mind states/state of mind: home. my home.
Feelin like:: contemplativecontemplative




im doing the vagina monolgues next week. tres excited.

alicia tuff

me and my friend Shay say......

Posted on 2009.01.20 at 19:42
Feelin like:: fuck it.
in regards to romantic relationships:

"love is a joke and simplicity is for white girls."

tia dalma look

*sigh*

Posted on 2009.01.16 at 09:39
Feelin like:: resigned
I'm so broke. money sucks when you don't have it.

badu hallway

happy new year

Posted on 2009.01.06 at 17:19
Feelin like:: hopefulhopeful
Groovin to:: The Knux
there are............a lot of thing going on. scratch that. there are a few, very specific, very significant things going on right now.

i want to comment on them. well, one in particular. i actually want to shout it out from the roof of my house/while running 60 miles an hour down every street in america. but im not. because it's not time/it might not work out. but if it does..............whaw. whaw. just whaw.



one thing i can shriek joyfully about though.....................RICKEY'S COMING TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my dear dear friend/brilliant mind/fellow slc-er/fellow queerblack/fellow creative writer/actafool-er rickey. rickeyrickeyrickey. he's staying till sunday, then on monday i'm taking him back down to New Orleans and staying there with him for two days. so rickey + NOLA = wonderful.

at the very least, 2009 is getting off to an eventful start. e.vent.ful.

alicia tuff

i want my curves back, dammit

Posted on 2008.12.19 at 18:24
Feelin like:: chillin
Groovin to:: ETTA JAMES, aretha franklin, laura lee
goal: gain........what, 3 pounds? 3-5 pounds? 5 pounds is a lot, isn't it? 4 pounds, then?

point is, i've been eating like a bird since like, right after thanksgiving and it's finally catching up with me. all my pants are fitting baggy, even the skinny ones. i need to start eating more than one meal a day and i need to start working out again. my stomach can stay the way ti is, but my thighs and my ass could pump up a bit.

let me put it this way. right now i look like a hipster, and i wanna look like a woman. dammit.


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